I was in a foreign country. My room was spacious and I had only one goal- which is to paint. These works here are done in Zurich, Switzerland. Most of which were during my last day there. I was staying in a Airbnb room where I still keep in contact with the host. The experience was once in a lifetime and I miss it so much. The free feeling of just paint and worry about nothing is the best feeling in the world. Now I am back to reality, I spent over two months looking for a job, to not feel anxieties would be abnormal. But I trust that everything will be okay, it is just a phase. Just breathe.